Frustrated and Alone

Men have pride and a good man doesn't want to just bring a baby into the world and not be sure he can provide properly. Thats what they enjoy when having children is being able to provide for them. As much as I want another child my husband isn't for it just yet. His main focus is making sure everyone can be provided for without struggling, that we're able to enjoy time out, buy things that we need, a few things that we want, pay bills with ease and STILL have a savings. When he laid down the law like that, I put my baby fever aside because I had to respect where he was coming from. It's not that they DON'T want a baby its that all of that cuteness costs and adds up. Just be patient. You want your pregnancy to be enjoyed and a mutual decision makes for a great experience. And dont pay attention to other pregnant women. some of them have to fake it until they make kt. meaning, they might actually be miserable and pregnant by an asshole who doesnt even want the kid. you know how us women are we wear a smile because we'll be damned if we admit that our situation is beyond fucked up. 😂 who they're pregnant by might not be half of the man you have who wants to do things responsibly. goodluck

just don't give up.. your time will come. #Faith