yesterday was the official day my baby passed. i took the misoprostol at 2:30 and i just knew that around 11pm it was done. i had no more clots and i could feel that they were gone.

i cried all day today. i will forever miss my baby as i do want kids one day. i can feel they are gone and i will always be sorry that i couldn't be there for them right now... i did love you and i will love you wherever you are now. sleep in peace my sweet angel 💔

i know i will need to see a grief counselor for this but i just feel so wrong. like they will judge me or laugh in face for grieving over something that i chose to do. it's so hard and i feel so alone.