Life change to have him around when he was born. My mom and dad didn't help much and neither did my husbands parents (they are out of the country). So I've been doing it on my own since day 1. Anyways, today was a beautiful Southern California day, beautiful sunset, nice breeze and 70 degrees. When I was taking my little guy for his usual walk (he rides his tricycle) I just lost it. This time of year and his weather brings back so many childhood memories that I just miss so much. My parents did everything they could to make sure we were always happy and cared for. But I would have never guessed years later, they would divorce leaving me with nothing but memories of my childhood home. The reason why I'm crying (yes I literally cried) is because I'm the mom now and it's my turn to make those memories with my baby boy. 😰 I remember decorating our front yard for all the holidays, it's something I will cherish forever.