Should I even test ?

Quinetta • 25| Army Soldier | May 1st 2018💙 | April 28th 2020💙

Good afternoon ladies . I hope you all are having a great day .

My period was suppose to start Thursday the 21st but it didn't . My period is never late and if it does change it's usually the day before or the day after my usual period date . I've been cramping but still nothing . When I wipe I usually see brown as if it's about to start but it's been clear with slimey cm and occasionally creamy cm . Has this happened to any of you ladies and you got your bfp ? I just don't wanna test and be disappointed right now , going on 2 years of ttc. I'm being as patient as I can be lol .