Totally alone
I move across the waters to be with my man, I move away from all my family and friends, take my children away from their friends and family so I could be with this man, yet somehow I am completely alone, I don't feel wanted by him anymore, his family always come first with him, I really don't know what my status is here anymore.
I come on just for company, hoping and praying somebody will relate to me and to no avail. I just want to be wanted by him and I don't think he does anymore. I just don't know what my purpose in life is anymore and am slowly sinking deeper. I love my children whole heartedly but I can't help but think they would be better off without me. What mother takes them away from their dad for their own selfish needs. They are the only reason I get up everyday, otherwise I wouldn't bother.
My dad passed away last year and I often wonder what it would be like to be with him, I need his words of wisdom but can't have them anymore. I know where I live and I know my name, but in all honesty don't know who I am anymore. Lost girl
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