I think I'm going nuts 😂

So we aren't going start trying trying till November when I get insurance. However we do engage in activities that could get me pregnant lol. I missed my period entirely. Took a few tests all negative. About a week ago I was throwing up when I ate my usual breakfast items. So with all that I was kinda like bad timing but yay I might be pregnant. As a stay at home mom I got extra time. Needless to say I have planned out my "pregnancy" and made a list of things to do before baby comes andddd I have been gushing over baby girl nurseries.

Am I weird?