Can't bring myself to test

Today is 2 days after the latest length I've ever had to wait for a period. Other than being super tired I don't have any symptoms. But I just have this feeling that I'm pregnant. But I just can't bring myself to take a test. I'd only be like 5 weeks today so I know symptoms don't always start showing up for another week or two. So I'm just waiting to see if that happens.

I just really can't stand the thought of a BFN. And I wouldn't trust it anyway.