LONG POST 😭😩

I promise to myself that I AM gonna lose 15 by the end of 30 days starting today!! I’m so sick of feeling my double chin touch my chest & I’m so sick of looking at myself in the mirror and HATING what I see. I love my personality but not this body. Overall, I do need to lose about 50, but this will be a HUGE short term goal.

Yes, I have PCOS but I will NOT use that as an excuse to continue not being active or making unhealthy food choices to make the situation worse for myself. I absolutely hate waking up early, but I also hate losing quality time with my man in the evening so guess what? Sounds like I’ve gotta suck it up and wake up early some days to workout, and some nights I’ll have to sacrifice an hour away from my love to better myself & to prepare my body for a new baby.

I’ve realized that I want to have a baby so badly, but I’ve also realized that I want to have a healthy body and not be more at risk if I were to conceive.

Ive said this to myself several times but honestly I’m sick of calling myself fat every day. I’m sick of not being comfortable enough to be naked around my boyfriend even after 2 years that we’ve been together. I don’t even change in front of him and I’m sick of it.

So today, September 25th, is day 1 of my new lifestyle and I will post again October 25th with my progress. I honestly hope to have lost more than 15 pounds but that’s actually a decent short term goal.

I want to post weekly with my progress, my struggles and my daily activities but is anyone willing to follow?? I want to help myself be better and would love the support of a great community!!

Sorry for the long post ladies!! Thanks if you read all the way til the end , you’re a rockstar!! ⭐️

Oh yeah... I’m currently weighing in at 196lbs & I’m 5’3. I currently wear a size 15/16 in juniors pants when I use to be at a 5/7 & I thought I was fat 😩😩 I want to be down to about 145 so I know I have a lot of work to do. I would LOVE any advice that anyone has, or any tips. Thanks again guys and please feel free to follow.😁