My boyfriend and I of 2 years ended things very badly yesterday after I found him lying about being back on drugs. He's been to rehab twice and has had an on going addiction with Xanax. He had the addiction before we met. He blocked me on everything and seems to have no interest in talking or ending things on a better terms. I haven't tried to contact him but it hurts to think about all the memories we had together as well as all the Polaroids of him and t shirts I have of his. Someone please help me find a way to cope with these emotions.