every time I change my sheets I have this horrible reminder of when they sent me home with pills to misscary my baby and I bled through my pad and onto my brand new mattress. tried to get it out and we couldn't. it's a horrible reminder of the pain I went through... just for it to not work, the loss I felt... and the horrible heartbreak. wishing for a happy and healthy rainbow baby... baby dust to all of you... but extra baby dust to those of you trying for your rainbow..