I broke down during sex😰😭😭

Ok so I'm 36wks...my husband and I haven't had sex for over a month and I thought he hated my body and finds me unattractive...well we were finally starting to do it and he was trying to move me to a different position when suddenly BH's kicked in...I didn't want him to know so I slowly mounted on top(tmi)...got going and I started losing strength in my arms...I was so uncomfortable but needed sex so bad because it's more than pleasure to me..it's connection and lately I've felt pushed to the side and very ugly...anyway, the lights were completely out so we couldn't see anything...I felt like I was being ripped In half but continued anyway because I wanted to be sexy...then out of nowhere I broke down in tears. He stopped and said "babe are you crying?" I said "maybe...*sniff sniff*" he asked me what was wrong and all I could think to say was "I just want to be sexy!!!😭😭" he rolled me off of him and gave me the biggest hug, cupped my cheek w his hand and said "you are sexy" he then got up, threw me my clothes, and laid back down and held me...he said "you're pregnant and I don't want to make u do something you aren't comfortable with..if u ever want me, you come get me." He was so sweet and idk if it was the hormones or what but I fell in love w him so hard that night!! 💓💞