Feeling down!

lindsey's

Hey guys. I'm just feeling a little down lately. Yes I am 18 and desire a little one. But I only have 2 real friends and their BOTH pregnant. It kind of hurts me because I wish that it was me having a baby too. Is that selfish of me? Don't get me wrong , I'm so excited to be a god mother to my best friends child. But my best friend really wants me to be pregnant with her! Ugh