So my boyfriend and I had 2 miscarriages almost a year ago. And it almost broke us. I was depressed for months and Ive became a hermit ever since.. now we are trying again. But I feel so scared. I want to be a mom. God knows I want this so bad.. we both want this. But I'm so scared if we suffer another loss. We were only 4-5 weeks both times.. first pregnancy we saw our nugget at 4weeks then week later I bled at work.. then months later we tried again and we were going wait till I was at least 8 weeks to see a doctor but I bled at the movies at 4 weeks. I'm just scared. 😔