I am stupid. I’ve stayed with someone who is flirtatious-with other women. I am stupid. So I gave him 100 chances. I am stupid, so I let him disrespect me while I was pregnant. I am stupid so I hear him talk down on me when he gets home from work. I am stupid, that I put myself in this situation . Leaving me with no where to go- I have no family or friends, I don’t have money for daycare so I can’t get a job again. I just wanna run away. I cry every night. I feel useless, completely degraded. I don’t even love myself anymore.