I feel blue..

Karen

I just had my 2nd baby girl and she just turned two months yesterday. She is an absolute dream and so sweet compared to her older sister that is going through her terrible twos. I love my girls so much but I feel so blue sometimes. I'm a stay at home mom and my husband works. I help him clean offices on the side. The reason I feel blue is because my 2 1/2 year old isn't potty trained yet and I have the pressure from everyone that she is not a baby anymore and she's a big girl. I know it's true and I have tried to make her potty but she doesn't want to. Only once in a blue she may pee and then she still pees right after that on her pull up so I never catch it on time. Also she still wakes up with soiled diaper in the morning. She knows what the potty is and I've let her watch me pee and explained to her what to do but she doesn't seem interested. She just wants to get off so I stopped on and off which is a mistake cuz I am backing her up. I feel like a bad mom cuz she should've got it by now and it's my fault. Also she is going to speech therapy for minor speech delay. She talks but more like two words rather than a sentence and she is getting a lot better but she still needs to say more. She is extremely smart and knows what she wants and what things are she just has a little hard time saying it to me. The speech therapist thinks she will be talking more soon and I hope so. I just don't wanna fail her. She is going through her terrible twos where she is throwing tantrums and throwing things at people and I correct her a lot but she keeps doing it anyway. She is so sweet and wants to play and doesn't realize it's not nice but it gets so frustrating and I don't know what to do.😟