Could I be pregnant?

Hey ladies,

So I'm really unsure if I could be pregnant & in a way I don't even want to know yet! 😊

Basically back on June the 12th I had a missed miscarriage at 13 weeks I was devastated, thought I was going to see my baby, but in fact had died at 10weeks, I had a scan at 6 and everything was fine, even heard the heartbeat! had to have a d&c; 2 days after & since then all I've wanted is a family!

2 weeks ago the 8th I had a positive pregnancy test then by the the Sunday 10th I had heavy bleeding, cramps and Clots, doctor told me to wait a week and then took a test a week later Negative so I had another early miscarriage!

Me and my partner had sex the morning of the bleeding started ( he now thinks he's to blame bless him, which he's not), then went on holiday and cane back we have had sex everyday nearly twice a day since I've been back! Now the last two days I feel as though I could have symptoms... my breast feel heavier and fuller, very light cramping and fill feeling down below, little nausea comes and goes & a little headaches every now and then!

I'm not due for my period until the week of the 10th October!

I don't even want to test as I don't want to be heartbroken for the 3rd time! I've been with my partner for 10years and it's all we want now!

Thanks ladies! Xx