So I'm almost 19 and today I just tried to finger myself. I've always been nervous about it and ever since I masturbated since I was 12 I never considered putting a finger inside.

I was so scared at first and this might be my 10th attempt in doing it or so. Today I managed to put one whole finger inside, didn't hurt at all like I thought BUT I don't feel any pleasure? It's just that. Like touching your ear or your nose.

I'm proud and happy that I overcome my worries but why doesn't it feel good at all?