Anyone else get depression or anxiety around treatment? I started off very excited about my acupuncture and herbs from my TCMD but now I'm laying in bed crying, not wanting to go, because I know it won't work. I feel so guilty thinking this way, that it might affect me getting pregnant, but at the same time is exhausting having hope. I'm so tired of trying all different supplements and herbs and treatments. And am having such a difficult time hearing "just relax". It breaks me - I would relax if I could. And so many people get pregnant randomly... why am I being punished for wanting a baby?