15 week old baby has barely been anywhere.

I have anxiety. I have taken him to the doctors, the park a few times, grocery store and my mothers house.

He still doesn’t have his shots as he was premature. He’s starting those in two weeks at 4-1/2 months.

I’m terrified to take him out because of this. Just terrified.

I haven’t even been anywhere. Family is starting to catch on and they are making me feel awful for it.

What can I do to get over this? I don’t want him getting sick, and when he starts to cry out of the house I get a panicked feeling.

I’m so embarrassed and sad about it.