Need to complain

I just need to complain to people who might understand. I had HORRIBLE all day sickness from 4.5-8.5ish weeks. I mean I thought for sure I was going to end up in the hospital cause I couldn't eat or drink anything and if I did, I'd throw up. Then it went away 75%, id still feel like ass at night but at least I could function. I'm 11 weeks and it's back. I'm finishing up grad school and I'm just so annoyed it's back. It's near impossible to pay attention in class, get anything done at my internship, or do any of my homework when I feel this way. I've tried everything, I'm prescribed medicine but I try so hard not to take it unless I just can't bare it anymore. I'm just ready to feel better. Ugh