My mom has Multiple Sclerosis and her nervous system is slowly failing. I don’t know what to do without her. I have severe depression and she’s the only person who makes me feel like I belong here. I don’t know what to do and how to be happy without my pills for my depression and anxiety. I’m only 15 and I’ve been through a lot, advisor father, abusive boyfriend who’s now my ex but I still have nightmares about, my sister sneaking in strangers in, almost being raped twice by my grandparents friend and their still friends till this day, there’s so much more too like my education and college, and I’m a loner at school. I tried therapy but im not very good at opening myself up to others and sharing my feelings. I just don’t know how to get rid of all these problems I have and be happy but I just don’t know how, I don’t even know how to love myself for who I am, which is sad to me. Any advice for me?