OPKs driving me nuts!! 😣

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Ugh so tired of posting about OPKs. Started testing Mon, at CD11. Now CD 15 and predicted OD for tomorrow seemed about right. Negative OPKs all week, got slightly darker but never matched the control line and now getting lighter and lighter. I was testing multiple times a day. Could I have missed the surge? CM became pretty watery on Wed and is still very watery/clear now. Bloating and mild abdominal discomfort. BD between Wed night/Thu morning. Am I stupid to still hold out hope for a pregnancy?