Terrified to have sex! 🙈

Anyone else terrified of the thought of sex after a csection?? It's weird, this is my second one, and I don't remember being so afraid the first time. I'm almost 4 weeks pp and my boyfriend is so anxious for sex again, but the thought of how painful it could be literally makes me nauseous. The first time I had sex after the first (5 years ago) was about 3 months pp and didn't hurt. My recovery this time has been soooo much easier and less painful. But I'm still freaking out! 🙈😩