🤦🏾‍♀️ I'm just so over life right now I'm a 24 year old with nothing to show for it didn't finished school cause I wanted to chase guys and I thought school wasn't for me had an opportunity to go back to school but it was going to be in another state told my bestie about it she didn't want me to go well I didn't want to go either been working at a day care since I was 16 on and off up until I turned 22 felt that job was holding me back cause these people would take advantage of me pay me 150 a week mind you I worked from 8am -7pm but again it was my fault other than that I have low self esteem about myself I don't even go outside I just stay in the house and eat have moments where I just start crying I don't even like to look in the mirror anymore I got so fat and ugly my face always breaking out this PCOS made me feel worse even though I complain about it I don't do nothing about it I don't have the thing in me to push myself i have friends and family that talk to me but still nothing I used to be this happy joyful person I would be ready to go anywhere but now all of that changed idk what to do idk what to think idk what to say I just feel emotionless

This is not a suicide note

This is just me expressing myself where I know someone can help me get through this