Depressed...

Or something like it. I am tired of getting negative pregnancy tests. I am tired of being the one that always is celebrating others and wondering when it will be my turn? I am tired of trying honestly. It’s been 6, almost 7 months of TTC since our second MC. I think I’m also emotional because the due date is two weeks from today. What has helped you ladies keep trying? I feel like I am more times than not fighting a losing battle 😢😥 sorry if this seems selfish - it’s one of those mornings.