TRYING TO GO INTO LABOR

i have damn contractions EVERY SINGLE DAY YET IM TRYING TO SPEED UP THE PROCESS NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN THE DAMN CONTRACTIONS STOP PAIN STOPS AFTER SQUATING RUNNING JUMPING AND JUST ANYTHING TO GET HER OUT

I HATE BEING PREGNANT SHIT IS ANNOYING AF I CANT SLEEP EAT OR ANYTHING HEART BURN AND JUST TIRED OF BEING SICK

IM DEPRESSED ANGRY ABOUT 1 SEC FROM BEATING THE HELL OUT SOMEONE BC I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE