Feeling down..

GemmπŸ’– β€’ Met my πŸ’ 01/01/2011, πŸ’ 1/02/2012, Bought our first 🏠 01/06/2015. πŸ‘Ό baby 17/08/2019. Wifey πŸ€΅πŸΌβ€β™‚οΈπŸ‘°πŸ»β€β™€οΈ14/07/2021 πŸ‘Ό19/07/2021 Ttc first baby for 7 years!

Af was suppose to be due today... had nothing πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ... negative test and had brown discharge yesterday and few days before when checked cervix... what kills me the most is when my parents ask when we are going to have a baby and I can’t tell them we have been trying since August last year πŸ‘ŽπŸΌπŸ˜’... fed up of crying and praying for our miracle