Hi. Never thought I would get to come to this group. After 3 years and our first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> transfer of two embryos, I am 5w4d along. Our first ultrasound is Thursday.

After all this time I am scared beyond words. I never dreamed it would work.

I have all the symptoms - morning sickness, all day nausea, gas, vivid dreams - all of them. And three positive HPTs. I still don’t believe it and I worry every second something is gonna go wrong.

I go to acupuncture every other week. I do meditations and affirmations and pray like crazy but I am still absolutely terrified.

How do you survive the first few weeks and months of pregnancy? How do I remain positive? I just didn’t think the hard part would be BEING pregnant. I thought the hard pArt was over.