I’m terrified...

Hi everyone! I will be six weeks tomorrow with my second baby. And I. am. absolutely. terrified. My pregnancy with my now 13 month old daughter was... horrific.. I had HG from about six weeks until 28 weeks. For those of you who don’t know HG or Hyperemesis Gravidarum-or severe morning sickness. I was diagnosed after my second time going to the ER for violent morning sickness. I honestly thought I was going to lose the pregnancy or die myself I was so dehydrated and weak I would pass out just trying to get to the bathroom...

I am absolutely terrified that I will go through the same thing again... absolutely terrified. And I know there is no way to know for sure if I’ll get it again, if I do there’s nothing saying it will last the whole pregnancy, just as long or end sooner. I’m just terrified. I have plenty of help with my daughter - thank god 🙏🏻- so if I do need to be hospitalized ever again I know she’s in perfect, capable hands.

I just... I know I’ll have nausea and I’m okay with that.. I’m terrified that I’ll have HG again...

so far I don’t feel like throwing up.. I have a little hint of nausea but nothing serious.

I just needed to get all of that fear out..

props to any other survivors of HG! 💪🏻