I CAN'T

No one understands!!! I'm so fucking lonely never had a boyfriend and I'm 25. thought I got close with a guy in my life anymore I'm constantly sad and crying especially right now since this guy just dumped me every one says oh you have time but no one understands how much it hurts when people tell me that I don't want to hear it. I don't know what to do anymore or what's wrong with me that no guy has ever liked me and either friend zoned me or made fun of me I'm just done and I want to give up I can't take being alone anymore and I can't take this pain either. I just want the guy I wanted for the past 2 months back but that's never gonna happen and I know I'll get over it eventually but what the hell do I do till then and how long am I gonna have to freaking wait for someone equal to him to come around. I'm sorry if this makes me sound like a crybaby but I'm so tired of this life