...until we adopt a little girl. Suffering from a bit of gender disappointment (please don’t judge me).

This is baby #2. My husband’s first biological child. My husband has been a father to my first born who is now almost 8 (since my son was 4 years old).

We were hoping for a girl this time around. We agreed we’d only have these two (biologically) and adopt from here on out. So here we are on the last baby.

I feel ashamed to be in tears right now and he doesn’t understand my disappointment. I’m not upset at the baby I’m currently carrying and I will love it the same, and I’m happy it’s healthy. Still, I feel like I’m grieving over a little girl I’m not going to get to carry and have.

Anyone else due in Feb 2018 and feeling like this?

Again, please don’t judge...looking for people who are experiencing the same.