I don't know what to do...

I don't really know why I'm doing this, I think I need to vent since I don't have anyone to talk to. If you have any advice I would appreciate it, but you don't have to.

I just graduated from high school, just turned 18, moved out and started college, all within 2 months. So I'm pretty stressed and anxious. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety about a year ago, but was dealing with it way before I was diagnosed. I went to therapy for a little while and quit going because I thought I was better.

But a little bit after I quit it was getting worse again and then over the past 2 months it's gotten really bad again. I want to go back, but I don't want to disappoint my parents, they think I'm better and convincing them I needed therapy the first time was hard enough. I just don't want to disappoint them. I tried telling my mom a couple weeks ago and she didn't really understand I was serious. And I can't go without them finding out cause I'm on their insurance.

I don't know what to do, I'm in a new town and I dont know anybody so I don't have anyone else to talk to. I can hide the worst of my depression and anxiety from my parents because I only go home on the weekends, but I know I'm getting worse. I know it should be simple, but I don't know what to do.

Thanks for letting me vent guys. Sorry if this sounds whiney.