I just really needed to vent because well I can’t sleep. This is so heavy on my mind I thought getting some thoughts from other women would ease my mind. I’m currently married for two years and my daughter is one. (13mo) I always said I wanted to have my kids close in age at least a year to two years apart. I currently still breast feed her but she is eating solid foods throughout the day. My period came back when she was 11months and was regular until October when it was late but still came. Of course I had high hopes October would be the month and I’d be pregnant. My fertile days I try so hard to make sure we can try for another baby. But.. Im just finding myself down and out because I feel like it’ll never happen. Maybe I’m trying to much or thinking too much into it but it just really sucks I want another baby so bad id love for my daughter to have a sibling close in age. 😔