Advice.. and a hug would be nice

Today I’m 10 dpo and I couldn’t wait to take a test this morning so that when my husband got home from work I could surprise him with a positive.. I went ahead and bought some digital tests (First response 6 days sooner test) and I got a big no..

I really thought this would be our month. My husband even said that he’s noticed a change in my mood lately and the way I eat. I’ve literally been having so many symptoms that this negative feels unbelievable and I’m in denial.

Was I wrong to take a digital? Was I wrong not to wait a whole 14 dpo? Someone? I need answers. Or just a Little hope that it could still come out positive. Or just an imaginary internet hug :( I feel really down. I’m trying really hard not to cry. It’s very discouraging to see a no.