PLAN B

So ive given birth to 3 beautiful girls but sadly I only have 2 now. well me and my ex broke up a few months ago and I found out he's having a baby. And that was one of the things we fought about. He wanted one but I wasnt ready. I think it was just because I didn't want one with him. But lately ive been feeling like somethings missing. A BABY. Well me and my, idk, what to call him have been messing around recently. And last night we did it without a condom and he finished inside of me. At first I was LIVID. I told him we need tobget the plan b and he wasnt having it but then he agreed. but by morning I changed my mind and thought what if. But then he was adamant on the plan b. He finally convinced me to take it and I did. But now I feel HORRIBLE. I'm not trying to compare this to an abortion but it feels like I killed my potential child. I am an emotional wreck right now and its only been 30 min since I took the pill. am I the only one who has felt like this after taking plan b?