Losing hope

I have had 2 miscarriages and now I am on my 4th round of clomid, I am getting high progesterone levels but still not pregnant. I see all these people that are blessed with a baby and they didn't even want it to begin with . I feel at this point I will never have a baby and I just don't know what the point of life even if for me if I can't be a mom. A don't wanna live if I can't be a mom , I feel so lost.