Not pregnancy related but I think I might be depressed.. idk.

There might be something wrong with me. I really can’t tell anymore. I’m in a 6 year relationship with a 15 month old. I work. ALOT. When I’m not at work I’m at home. I used to hate being at home. I’d feel trapped because when I actually would try to get out of the house my bf would be passive aggressive about who, what, when, where, why, and how I was doing things. Eventually, I thought it wasn’t worth the fight and lost energy. So I’d stay in. Now my house is the only place I want to be. People always tell me I need to get out. But I’m to a point where I just don’t want to do anything. I’m tired from work and the baby. But I don’t even want others to come over. Not even family. I haven’t even really spoken to them. They don’t like my bf. I just want to be alone. I used to not be so antisocial. I think that this is just who I am now and that’s okay. Then I think that I’m like this because of my bf. Idk. Sometimes I feel depressed about it. Sometimes I feel like I’m okay because I really do just want to be alone most of the time.. what are your thoughts??