My husband and I lost our first child together at 34 weeks on January 25, 2015. She was the most beautiful baby I had ever seen, entering this world sleeping at 5 lbs 1 oz and 18.5 inches long! I struggle daily and so does he. Our grieving process is so different! We don't know when to try again because we never want to replace her. But as a mother it's hard for me while my belly, arms and heart are empty to not long for another baby! I tried the support group and it wasn't for me, those ladies were so much further in the process than me. Sometimes I feel so alone!