NEED ADVICE!!

Taylor

Me and my boyfriend haven’t been dating for that long but we’re already talking about having sex. But I’m scared to have sex because I’ve been raped twice(once when I was 13 and just recently over the summer at a party) and molested by my bestfriend(when I was 12). He knows about this but he’s really patient with me. Should I feel bad for feeling this way? Or is this okay because of my past.