Everyone knows I love mike I would go to the moon and back for him but he doesn't know that. I mean I've showed times before that I care for him. I honesty do! If I could I would choose him. However, he's crazy as shit. I don't think I should have to deal with that anymore. I want things to go back to how they were in the beginning :( he was such a nice person. I just❤️ everything about it. I still can remember how we were 😩💏 my "pooh🍫👫" aww the way he use to look at me, kiss me like everything was just so nice on the phone every night talking abt everything. 📞💕💤  together every Friday & Monday morning but also seen each other @ school just to sneak and kiss😭 he use to call me "my cute girl" it's funny how I still remember this shit but 💕💕 boy wydtm.. got me all fucked up. I really don't know if I should ride this out a lil longer cause you know some ppl you just don't give up on but if he tells you something and acts a different way what am I suppose to believe? I thought actions spoke louder than words. And it's clear to see that we are more than friends🙈 but less than lovers💏 (the real thing) ionknow guess im his bitch and that's my nigga. just why can't I seem too let him go 😩😩😩 YYY he's not good for me. I deserve better. but him👉 that's the best & best can get better. im just confused my lord🙏 help me understand what to do. lead me in the right direction 🙌 like is this destined because he seems to keep happening. Why won't he stay away from my crazy ass. (WHY WONT I STAY AWAY FROM HIS CRAZY ASS) I love him. but is that the same reason for him? I've heard through the grape vine that he loves me but what's that if not from him? He wants to be so scared to let ppl in. but im not ppl baby! I been here💁 not going say thru all the troubles and trails but shit long enough i been fooling wit this man since dec. 2013!!!!! it's fucking March 2015 like what do you want. what am I just not good enough? "if you cannot stay down then you don't have to pretend it's no way out" on and off for almost 3 years ppl. YEARS! why drag a person along for why? yes I like it I do sex is great, company, conversation--all that on point. not even an image thing, you know tryna show off but some real shit I put my time into this. SO you owe up! lmao SIKE but fr. ion know just show me Jesus! show me the way. i just wanna put this one problem into your hands so I can know. Bonnie and Clyde or Justin Timberlake & Mila Kunis?? 😂😂 I still love him 😩 that ain't goin never end. (April 15,2015) we still.