one year ago I got the best news of my life when I went to the store and bought a pregnancy test. it was the most nerve racking thing I ever done , but when I got home and took the test . the moment I waited before the test will tell me if I was expecting a little bundle of joy or not was a life time. once it showed up on the test my heart raced so fast I couldn't hold back my tears, I was gonna be a mommy to a baby boy or girl . only God knows what my baby gender was. on December 18 at 9 pm I began to bleed I didn't know what was wrong with me so I rushed to the emergency room they told me the worst news any future mother would ever want to hear . I lost my baby the love of my life at 3 months into my pregnancy. there is not a day I don't go by crying and missing my little angel. But I still have the hope one day it will happen again maybe this month or the next only God knows. I wish all the mother's that have gone through this the best of luck , to be strong , and not loose hope. and to the ones trying don't give up it's a great wait but worth it in the end .!

baby dust to you all and one day you'll get your positive and I hope I get to see that screen once again too.