Feels... ugh.

I’m totally in love with my new boyfriend. He’s moving to be close to me. I seriously love him but I feel like me wanting to be around him all the time will make him pull away in the future. On the one hand, I want to be open and vulnerable about my feelings and trust that he won’t be overwhelmed by them. On the other hand, I don’t want to hold him so tightly that he feels suffocated. I’m coming out of an 8 year marriage where he bailed when times got hard. I have 3 little ones who also love my new boyfriend. So far, he’s been nothing short of wonderful. But the “what if’s” are creeping in and won’t quiet down. 😩😩 WHAT DO?!