😪 it's over when it's over ain't it baby ain't it

My husband is not home and I am bawling my eyes out because we have been struggling to have kids and one of my good friends just had her baby today. Maybe it's not meant to be for me to have babies.. I sure hope that's not the case but it sure feels that way.. I wish I had someone to confide in that isn't my husband..I don't have any freaking friends.