Tonight I'm kind of sad and a little bit jealous actually of my boyfriend's best friend. I know all the reasons it's ridiculous- we have a house together and are about to start a family, I had class tonight, the events of the day didn't have too much of an effect on this... So, here's the stupid reason I'm sad: my boyfriend seems to go out to dinner at nicer places when it's just him and his best friend than with me, which I translate and "more romantic places". I know part of the reason was to celebrate his raise he got today in his salary, but the dinner plans were already there and he was saying yesterday he wanted to go to a nicer restaurant than normal 😢. I'm venting here so I don't unintentionally start a fight on a celebratory day and wait until tomorrow to address it. 😣 **Update** So, I did say something last night because he asked why I seemed a little sad and I said I was jealous he goes to nicer places with his bestie than with me but let him know I understood the circumstances of that night but how it's happened before. Mind you it was in a semi-serious tone so he wouldn't get defensive. He laughed and said he was sorry and could go on a fancy dinner date today if I wanted and that he'll try to take me to more places 😂😍