I hate even posting but I really need some eyes. UPDATES in comments-->still not conclusive yet

Desiree • After trying for almost two years, I became a momma to a gorgeous baby girl July 2018💕

So my period was supposed to start 10/4 and it's a day late. I have been testing with cheapies at home and got two vvvvvvfl but now I'm doubting everything.

I have given up this month. I stopped talking about TTC with everyone and told them I had quit for now. I didn't do ovulation tests so I don't know how many dpo I am.

Now I think I have two positives... does anyone else see it?? Both were taken within the time frame of ten minutes or less