Back To Work

All you other working mamas, I return to work next Monday, and I'm very upset. My 6 week old will be going to a baby sitter since me and his daddy both work. His baby sitter has met with us multiple times and he absolutely loves her. I work an hour from home (we moved before the baby was born and it's 30 extra minutes but we now don't pay rent.) I'm trying to find work closer and have already applied at multiple places. I guess what I'm wondering is how you all made this transition easier for you all and baby. I'm seriously devastated and have all these thoughts running through my head like "what if he feels abandoned by us, what if he loves the baby sitter." Before anybody makes fun, I am a new mom. 😔