Pregnant or...???

Okay. So bare with me, this'll be a little long.

I got off of the birth control pill, Aubra, on August 3 because it was giving me insane migraines and no energy amongst other things. I have been on the pill for about a year. I stopped mid-week before the "placebos" and I know you're supposed to finish the pack, but I was already so ill that I didn't want to take them anymore. I do know it takes a while for your body to regulate again.

So, it's been two months and I've not yet had my period. I figured since I wasn't on the pill for that long maybe it wouldn't take so long for my periods to come back. However, I haven't gotten my period at all. Not even a little.

My husband and I have been sexually active and we do use condoms. Pretty much every time we make love, he comes a lot and some of it comes out of the condom while he is inside me.

During this time my husband and I have talked about having kids and we really want to start trying (if we aren't already). My husband really does want children and I've talked to him about all my symptoms (which have only been happening for about a 2 weeks) and I've seen that he's started getting his hopes up (although he tries to play it off that he's not). I know it's silly but I'm terrified of taking a test and seeing that dreaded lonely line. There has been a few times, way before this, that we thought we were and my husband got all excited and then when the test came out negative he was really bummed.

Anywho, here's why I think I might be pregnant but I don't want to discount the fact that maybe my hormones are just all over the place trying to regulate.

My symptoms are:

Nausea off and on. Recently it's been getting a bit worse.

I did spot three weeks or so ago. It was slightly brown. I didn't think anything because I thought my period would have been here by now and we were on vacation. (Maybe this was implantation bleeding?)

Certain smells make me nauseous. I feel like I'm sick to my stomach.

I'm cramping a little here and there.

I've been super tired this week.

I've had on and off mini headaches.

Increase in "milky" creamy discharge. There's a lot of it and it's all the time. It freaks me out because sometime I think "Oh! My period came!" And then I check and it's just the discharge.

I've been a bit moody here and there.

I've been having a lot gas than I've had before. Burping here and there too.

Frequent urination. I do drink a lot of water but I am literally having to pee all the time. I've been waking up in the middle of the night to pee because my bladder feels like it's full. I've NEVER done this before.

Also, I've been having some vivid dreams. I had a dream where I was pregnant and I had a baby belly. When I woke up it freaked me out to see I didn't have a belly. 😂

The only symptoms I haven't had were sore or sensitive breast or nipples and no period.

I'm not really sure what's going on. I know I need to test and I will soon, I just want to wait to see if I get my period any time soon. If, however, my symptoms get worse or more frequent I'll be taking a test then. I hope this made sense. Again I'm sorry for my long post. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this beside my husband because I don't want to tell anyone yet.

Let me know what you think. Thank so much guys!