Buying a box of tests tonight when my honey gets home from work. So nervous. Trying to mentally prepare myself for a negative. Today is 5 days until AF but I ovulated early this cycle. Also trying to keep in mind that I'm not out until AF shows. It's so hard to be hopeful, but I can't shake the feeling that it's going to be a positive. Every one please keep your fingers crossed for me, my family has suffered from many losses in the past year and we could all really use some good news. I have cried the entire two weeks thinking about getting a negative. I have all of the symptoms except missed period. My head messes with me EVERY month. I'm afraid to expect a positive out of fear to jinx it. Perhaps if I keep in my mind that it's negative, it will be positive? lol. Ugh. I'm so excited, but I know I will be devastated again 😭