After mc, is it harder for you to get excited about a bfp?

Melissa • I`m a newlywed who just got married August 23, 2014. My hubby and I have officially been together for 4 years and are trying for our rainbow baby. We lost our first at 8 weeks in December. <3
I've gone through 1 missed mc and 1 chemical in the last 5 months. I'm praying for a bfp this month but I find it hard to be excited. I'm too scared all the time. Anyone else feel the same or have any advice for how to deal?

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