Blow jobs

Everyone's different, but I can't stand giving a bj. I absolutely hate it. I constantly gag and the drool is just too much. All over my hand and all over my face... sure it can be a turn on but not for me. Nope. I've swallowed before but the smell and texture are absolutely revolting to me. (He's the cleanest and healthiest person I've been with.)

Anyone else relate? I try to do it because I want to please him but it's just not my cup of tea. Unless he really wants to I don't let him go down on me to be fair.